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Post by Ryan Magby on Jun 22, 2008 4:51:57 GMT -5
Ryan looked at her "You were....."
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Post by Gabby Brocklehurst on Jun 22, 2008 5:00:27 GMT -5
Gabby nodded, he was right again. "Because every time I see you, or think about you, I se her in my mind. I can't block it out, and I feel the pain all over again. Whereas you haven't lost out have you? Because you just swapped girls" her voice was bitter and full of grief, everything that she thought had gone, all her anger and sorrow she had seemingly botled up inside and it was starting to gush out.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Jun 22, 2008 5:02:00 GMT -5
Ryan looked at her "I was almost killed by a girl that I love. How is it that I haven't lost out?"
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Post by Gabby Brocklehurst on Jun 22, 2008 5:04:22 GMT -5
"Well you deserved it" Gabby muttered under her breath, loud enough that Ryan might hear it. "You have your precious Vannah" she sneered, "Someone to nurse you as you recover" she continued harshly. The word hate wasn't strong enough to describe how she felt about Vannah.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Jun 22, 2008 5:05:40 GMT -5
Ryan looked at her and stood up "Im going to go. This is not helping either of us."
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Post by Gabby Brocklehurst on Jun 22, 2008 5:07:53 GMT -5
Gabby sighed, she didn't want Ryan to go, "No please" she said soflty. "I'm sorry" she whispered, silent tears sliding down her cheeks. She turned away from him, she didn't want to look vulnerable in front of him.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Jun 22, 2008 5:11:27 GMT -5
Ryan looked at her and lifted his shirt, showing the same scar that she has on her chest but only more defined "If it wasn't for the fact that I was in the hospital wing already I would have died. That was the 2nd time I took that curse to the chest. The 2nd spell has now messed with my heart and I have to be careful otherwise I could have a stroke."
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Post by Gabby Brocklehurst on Jun 22, 2008 5:52:09 GMT -5
Gabby forced herself to look at it. The sight of it caused her to crumble into sobs. The tears poured down her cheeks as her sobs shook her tiny frame. "I'm so sorry Ryan, so sorry" she whisepred, her voice thick with emotion. "I just" she stopped, nothing could excuse her behaviour. She remembered thinking at the time that all she wanted was for Ryan to feel the same pain that she was at him leaving her. It had felt as if her heart had been ripped out and torn into tiny pieces.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Jun 22, 2008 13:10:03 GMT -5
Ryan wiped the tears from his eyes and looked at her "So I guess we are even now, or would it be better if I died? Because when I step on the pitch to play quidditch I will be risking my life."
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Post by Gabby Brocklehurst on Jun 22, 2008 13:21:52 GMT -5
"Ryan, stop please!" Gabby begged, struggling to control her sobs. "I still love you, as much as I don't want to. I do and I don't want you to die, never wanted you to!" she continued wildly. "I only wanted you to feel the pain I did when I saw you with Vannah and when you said it was over. I chose who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I was going to grow old with you, have children with you. And in a second it was over. It completely crushed me and I'm still putting the pieces back together" she carried on, she knew she sounded mad but all her anger, grief, sorrow and rage was pouring out. The tears kept pouring down her cheeks and she was shaking with the emotion of her words. She looked up at him helplessy, not knowing what was left to say.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Jun 22, 2008 13:29:31 GMT -5
Ryan had been trying to keep his emotions from coming out but at the sight of Gabby crying he just kind of collapsed against the wall with tears running down his face.
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Post by Gabby Brocklehurst on Jun 22, 2008 13:42:29 GMT -5
Gabby stood up at went to Ryan, resting a hand on his arm. "i'm sorry, it just all came out" she said softly, although she couldn't deny that it was true. Instinctively she reached up and wiped away his tears gently. "I'll heal it'll be ok" she said softly. She still deeply cared for Ryan, she still loved him though she wasn't in love with him.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Jun 22, 2008 13:47:33 GMT -5
Ryan kept crying "No it won't be ok.... I won't heal from what I did to you."
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Post by Gabby Brocklehurst on Jun 22, 2008 15:09:33 GMT -5
Gabby pulled Ryan into her arms, comforting him. She knew that it was probably dangerous for them to be so intimate after all that had happened, but she didn't care. "I'll be fine, it'll be ok" she said softly, trying to sooth him as she wiped away his tears. "It will all be ok" she repeated firmly, although she doubted that herself at the moment.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Jun 22, 2008 15:13:07 GMT -5
Ryan closed his eyes and tried to stop crying as he put his arms around Gabby.
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