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Post by Eloise Thomson on May 18, 2008 14:30:14 GMT -5
Eloise felt her breath caught in her throat, it wasn't in a good way though, there was immense pain shooting through her, she closed her eyes tightly grimacing at the feeling it was something she had never experienced and doubted she ever wanted to again, it felt as if she was being cut open over and over again, he was so rough with her. Eloise couldn't help but let out a moan in pain trying to push him off her with the very little strength she had, "Stop..." She pleaded balling her fists tightly, her nails digging into her hands.
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Post by Chase Firebrand on May 18, 2008 14:41:09 GMT -5
Even through the adrenaline, Chase could feel the sudden tension in Eloise's body. She wasn't clinging to him anymore, but actively pushing at him, and he groaned in near-pain as he forced himself to stop, to open fiery crimson eyes and look at her. "What's wrong?" he panted, every muscle in his body tense, waiting for her to tell him it was a game, that she wanted him to keep going.
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Post by Eloise Thomson on May 18, 2008 14:49:20 GMT -5
Eloise could tell that he was enjoying her body and of course she was supposed to be enjoying it too. She opened her eyes and looked at him the pain visible in her bright blue eyes, "It hurts..." She whispered feeling tears in her eyes, she bit her lip and released her hands trying to relax but she couldn't do it, she had made a mistake and she knew it, she was so desperate for something more than a little kissing to happen that she didn't even bother to think of the consequences.
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Post by Chase Firebrand on May 18, 2008 15:00:35 GMT -5
Every breath was effort, every moment of not moving against her excruciating, but Chase held his whisper-thin control. He searched her eyes, fighting through the haze in his mind, but he saw the pain, saw regret, and maybe fear. A thought sparked somewhere in his brain and took root, until it struck him, and the question came out. "Haven't you done this before?" It was impossible; she'd pulled him into an alley, practically begged for it. The lack of motion was killing him.
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Post by Eloise Thomson on May 18, 2008 15:06:27 GMT -5
Eloise took deep breaths from her mouth hoping that it would stop the pain looking away from him, "No I haven't..." She whispered letting out a small whimper trying to keep the tears in, the lump in her throat growing bigger, "I'm so sorry..." Her whisper barely inaudible, she looked back at him staring into his eyes.
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Post by Chase Firebrand on May 18, 2008 15:13:50 GMT -5
Chase couldn't hold back a groan of frustration. "What'd you think you were doing?!" She looked so miserable, and his body was throbbing, threatening to burst. "It's not supposed to be like this," he said. His eyes were fading, red melting into red-brown. Still, he couldn't pull away, couldn't stop now and leave her broken. "It gets better, I swear." He brought his lips to hers, gently, though the effort cost him. He kissed to coax her, to calm and distract her, praying he could hold on long enough.
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Post by Eloise Thomson on May 18, 2008 15:29:03 GMT -5
Eloise closed her eyes and didn't reject, she didn't want to do this to him, it seemed as if it meant a lot to him. Eloise kissed him back, it seemed to calm her down as she kissed him relaxing into it she didn't want to pass up the opportunity in sleeping with him, not many girls got that opportunity so she had heard and she of course didn't want to pass it up.
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Post by Chase Firebrand on May 18, 2008 15:38:46 GMT -5
Chase continued the kiss, drawing himself away from the brink, calming himself as he calmed her. When he felt her body relax, he let some of the intensity slide back into the kiss, tried to wake her back up, remind her where they'd been when she'd pulled him back here. Then he moved, slowly, easing her into the motion as he hadn't before, hoping it was enough.
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Post by Eloise Thomson on May 18, 2008 15:45:55 GMT -5
Eloise could still feel the pain as he moved but it wasn't as much as when they had first started, she moved along with him knowing it was what he wanted, her lips stayed on his trying to distract herself from any pain that she was experiencing, she knew that she would be sore for a few days, that it would be hard to move. Eloise began to take in deep breaths wrapping her arms around his neck feeling a little more secure as they moved.
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Post by Chase Firebrand on May 18, 2008 16:01:37 GMT -5
"If you don't want to...we could stop," Chase said through gritted teeth. It was already more of a circus than any kind of physical relief. He could take her, and it would ease the burning discomfort, but if it left them both miserable, what then? Just the fact that he was able to think at all was a sign of how big a failure the whole thing was turning out to be.
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Post by Eloise Thomson on May 18, 2008 16:10:54 GMT -5
Eloise looked at him and shook her head, "I don't like to leave a job unfinished." She mumbled forcing a smile to her her face through the expression of pain, "If you want to stop you can..." She muttered looking away and down the alley way, "This is all messed up." She whispered cringing at her mistake, "It wasn't supposed to be like this." She said feeling a tear slide down her cheek.
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Post by Chase Firebrand on May 18, 2008 16:26:59 GMT -5
If he hadn't already known it was over, the sight of any sort of tears was more than enough to make it obvious. "Don't cry," Chase murmured, brows knitting. He pulled away, grimacing, and forced his clothes into place with gritted teeth, willing his body into submission. "I'm sorry...If I had known..." He'd have gotten her back to the Common Room--or the Room of Requirement, the prefects' common room, somewhere--in all haste and done it right.
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Post by Eloise Thomson on May 18, 2008 16:36:46 GMT -5
Eloise too straightened up her clothing looking at him, "It's fine... It's not your fault... I wanted to... It's my fault..." She said wiping her tears away with the back of her hand, "I'm sorry, it wasn't supposed to be this way... I rushed things. I'm sorry." She said turning to look down the alley, it was odd that nobody had come walking down as if the alley was forgotten. Eloise let her hair out wanting to shield herself from him in shame, she let her hair fall into her face not feeling the need to move from her position. Eloise wrapped her arms around her slim frame hoping it would keep herself together and stop the pain.
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Post by Chase Firebrand on May 18, 2008 16:47:12 GMT -5
Chase almost growled at seeing her hair down again, seeing her draw back into the girl he'd found so frustrating earlier. Discounting the physical misery he was still in, he was nauseous from thinking about everything that had just happened. He didn't know what to say to Eloise, whether to apologize or throttle her for getting them into this. "Come on, let's get back to the school," he said.
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Post by Eloise Thomson on May 18, 2008 16:52:59 GMT -5
Eloise looked at him through the thick curtain of hair over her face, "Yeah alright..." She whispered, she wanted to get back into her dorm and just curl up on her bed, she felt as if she wanted to die, she felt filthy how could she do something like that in public... where anybody could see lose something so sacred in a moment of pain. No because it wasn't bliss or pleasure or anything how she imagined, it was awful. Eloise straightened up glancing at Chase before beginning to walk out of the alley.
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