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Post by Julius Saturn on May 4, 2008 17:03:14 GMT -5
The touch on his cheek was all Julius needed. It was the sign he needed to say continue. Julius smiled at her, kissed her gently. "It will be alright hun. Everything will be alright."................................
After it was over, Julius lay there naked, holding Cassie in his arms. He wasn't sure what to say, but the moment felt right enough that he wasn't sure if any words were needed. He kissed her forehead, and closed his eyes, nuzzling his face into her neck.
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Post by Cassie Jones on May 4, 2008 17:07:15 GMT -5
Cassie felt numb after it had happened. She lay in Julius' arms, not moving. She could feel the heat of his body and at the touch on her neck she winced and tensed slightly. She turned towards him, closed her eyes and curled up.
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Post by Julius Saturn on May 4, 2008 17:17:58 GMT -5
Julius felt content with what had happened. Sure, it would cost him his job and his life if anyone found out, but then again...............it just felt...................right. As he lay there, he felt Cassie curl up beside him, and instantly grew worried. "Cassie..........Is everything okay? Are you hurt at all?"
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Post by Cassie Jones on May 4, 2008 17:20:47 GMT -5
Cassie looked up at Julius and shook her head, not able to find words. She kissed him gently, then buried her head in his shoulder. She didn't quite know what to say or do. Her emotions were in turmoil and although she was glad it had happened, she was unsure of what it now meant. Cassie seeked te comfort of Julius' arms.
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Post by Julius Saturn on May 4, 2008 17:31:18 GMT -5
Julius felt even more awful as Cassie buried herself into him, seeking some comfort. He never should have done it. "I never should have done this. I am so sorry hun." Julius got up, and began to put his clothes back on, eager to get out of here, feeling like he was fleeing the scene of a crime, which truthfully, was exactly what he was doing!
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Post by Cassie Jones on May 4, 2008 17:35:09 GMT -5
Cassie pulled on her cloak to cover herself, but left her other clothes stay on the ground. She took a few steps towards him and put her hand on his arm, her cloak falling open by accident. "Julius" she said softly, using her other hand to turn his chin so he was looking at her. "I could have left if I wanted to. But I stayed, what does that tell you?" she asked. Her breath caught in her throat. Cassie felt overhwelmed but she knew she wanted him, wanted more. "I've never done anything like this before, but I'm glad." she whispered softly.
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Post by Julius Saturn on May 4, 2008 17:42:42 GMT -5
Julius took Cassie's hand, and sighed. "Don't you see, that is exactly why I am to blame for what happened here today. You have never done this before, but I have, and what we did today hun, no matter how right it felt, was wrong. I am your Professor, your teacher, and you are my student. This is a line we never should have crossed, no matter how much we wanted it. and as the responsible adult here, it was my responsiblity to stop this when I had the chance." Julius sighed. He knew he should walk away right now, but he couldn't. He just stood there, drowning in his own emotions.
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Post by Cassie Jones on May 4, 2008 17:45:49 GMT -5
Cassie put her hand to his cheek. "I stayed, I wanted it, I wanted you" she said softly. She drew closer to him. "We crossed that line, now we have to deal with it, but i don't regret it" Cassie whispered and kissed him on the cheek. Cassie had no idea what was happening to her, but she knew that she did not want Julius to leave.
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Post by Julius Saturn on May 4, 2008 18:01:20 GMT -5
Julius sighed, and ripped Cassie's hand off his cheek. He took a step back and glared at her. "WELL MAYBE I DO REGRET IT! MAYBE I DO! I AM SUPPOSED TO BE AN EDUCATOR, NOT A PEDOPHILE! I FAILED...................." Julius took a deep breath, and stared at the ground. "I failed myself hun. I told myself I would never give into my emotions again, not after what happened last time, and I did just that hun." Julius sniffled, and stared at the ground as tears began to come out of his eyes. "I am so ashamed."
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Post by Cassie Jones on May 4, 2008 18:07:07 GMT -5
Cassie stumbled back, shocked at the Julius standing in front of her. "So you think I'm a child?" she asked quietly, her eyes a stormy gray. Cassie suddenly became aware of what was happened between them and she back away. She turned round, gathering up her clothes and turned her back on him to get dressed. She turned back round and faced him, tears in her eyes. "I'm sorry you feel that way. It was special to me, it meant something but I might as well pack my bags." Cassie said, her voice trembling even though she held her head proudly. She had no reason to stay in the forest although she could just not tear herself away.
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Post by Julius Saturn on May 4, 2008 18:17:35 GMT -5
Julius felt terrible about what he had said to Cassie. Granted it was true, but he never should have said it out loud. He sighed, and walked over to her, taking her in his arms. "I'm sorry hun, but you are a child. This can't be what you really want hun? There is a difference between a crush and love. What did you think was going to happen here hun? We were going to get together, get married, live happily ever after. You would get expelled, I would lose my job!" Julius held her closer, and whispered in her ear. "I'm sorry Cassie, but there is no such thing as happily ever after."
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Post by Cassie Jones on May 4, 2008 18:27:31 GMT -5
Cassie jerked away from him. "You have made it quite clear thank you" she said curtly. "If you're too cynical then so be it." Tears were in her eyes and they had gone almost black again as she struggled to contain her emotions. "Julius" she whispered before she sobbed and turned. She ran blindly away from him, not knowing she was moving further away from the castle.
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Post by Julius Saturn on May 4, 2008 18:42:30 GMT -5
Julius sighed as Cassie began to run deeper into the forest. He knew that she wouldn't listen to anything he said right now, so he raced after her. He was much faster than her, and he soon caught her on the arm, and wheeled her around so that she faced him. "Um...........Ms. Jones............Unless you wish to die at a very young age, I suggest you do not run deeper into this forest. Come on...........Miss Jones.......I will get you out of here." Julius picked up Cassie gently, and held her to him as he began to walk out of the forest.
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Post by Cassie Jones on May 4, 2008 18:46:15 GMT -5
Cassie clung to Julius' neck, sobs shaking her slim frame. As they progressed through the forest Cassie's tears stopped and she calmd down. "Stop, I can't face going back to the castle" she said as they neared the edge of the forest. "Can't we just stay here for a bit, please?" she asked. Cassie wiped her eyes wondering what colour they were now.
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Post by Julius Saturn on May 4, 2008 18:54:28 GMT -5
Julius sighed. He couldn't stand having Cassie cry like this. It was tearing his heart apart, and he really didn't know how much more he could take, but he knew what he was going was the right thing. As they neared the edge of the forest he heard her ask if they could stay. He smiled at her, and set her down on her feet. "You do look like you could use a bit more air." Julius walked over to a broken tree lying on the ground, and sat down. He wasn't so sure if he could trust himself around her, but he thought he could handle anything she threw at him.
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