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Post by Leven Stopel on Jul 7, 2008 14:06:15 GMT -5
Leven smiled and got ontop of her and kissed her . He kissed her neck and chest . He was going to show her how a real man works . He kissed her deeply and passionatly .
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Post by Cleo Frost on Jul 7, 2008 14:14:50 GMT -5
Briefly Cleo wondered why she had ever thought that Leven wouldn't continue. She giggled, the noise bubbling up her throat as he kissed her, the humour of the situation a mystery to her. She kissed him back to placate him, although she had lost the fire and drive from before. She broke the kiss for a moment and managed to murmur "We shouldn't, it shouldn't go that far" breathless but still assertive she looked him in the eye, they both knew what that far was and she was adamant she wasn't going to cross that line.
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Post by Leven Stopel on Jul 7, 2008 14:19:56 GMT -5
Leven sighed and fell back on his back " We can at least kiss " he said and gently grabed her arm and pulled her on top of him . He kissed deeply and passionatly ." I want you Cleo..." he said
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Post by Cleo Frost on Jul 7, 2008 14:24:38 GMT -5
"Kisses are dangerous, kisses burn up the senses until only desire remains" she replied. She had had her fun, but stopping was not going to be enjoyable. She sat up, sighing and looked down at him. "I can't risk it" she said softly. "One day my family will expect me to marry and I know that, but I will be worthless if I..." she trailed off, he would know what she meant. She looked away from him, biting her lip.
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Post by Leven Stopel on Jul 7, 2008 14:31:48 GMT -5
Leven's eyes went into shock . She was still a...This beutiful girl a ...." Wow...You will not be worthless....Your one of the most charming...Beutifulest...kind girls at this school....Who cares what your family thinks of you...You have your own life to live....Your 17 ...You are your own women now...The school can't expell you or sack me because you are of age and can make your own decisions . " he said .
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Post by Cleo Frost on Jul 8, 2008 9:43:40 GMT -5
Cleo shook her head, it definitely wasn't as simple as Leven was making it sound. She sighed, angry at herself for revealing this part of herself that she had always managed to conceal in the past. "I care what my family think!" she exclaimed, "I care because they support me, they pay for everything and give me a roof over my head. How would I support myself without them, get a job?" Cleo stood, too restless to remain sitting. She chewed her lip and paced back and forth, glancing at Leven every now and then.
"I'm kept in a gilded cage, distracted by the clothes and parties and the boys my parents turn a blind eye too. I have no control, sooner or later I will be handed over to a husband, I'll be told it's my duty to marry into another aristocratic family of similar standing to my own." Cleo stopped, turning to Leven, her chest rising and falling deeply and her eyes bright with tears that were not allowed to slip down her cheeks.
"So I might flirt with the boys, and play at love, because I might not get it later." she whispered, her voice losing its strength. A single tear slid down her cheek and she turned away from him, she couldn't believe she had suddenly told him all of that, she just wanted to leave and not look back, but politeness had been drilled into her from an early age.
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Post by Leven Stopel on Jul 8, 2008 15:31:09 GMT -5
Leven put his arm around her and pulled her close " Cleo...I can protect you...Help you ...You don't have to take this from them people ....I'll pay for every thing...." he said . He never thought he would care about anyone like this . He kissed her head softly .
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Post by Cleo Frost on Jul 8, 2008 15:40:36 GMT -5
"Leven please, please don't make this harder for me" she whispered, although she couldn't force herself out of the safety of his arms. He was offering her freedom and then chance to live her own life, even though it would be dominated by him. She rested her head on his shoulder, her thoughts swirling in her mind, none staying long enough for her to think clearly. "I can't do this, I might just be moving from one jailor to the next, I hardly know you and I can't let myself be dependent, I can only just bear it with my family. I'm too proud, too headstrong" she said softly, she sighed and squeezed her eyes shut to stop the tears from slipping down her cheeks.
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Post by Leven Stopel on Jul 8, 2008 15:59:00 GMT -5
Leven sighed " I won't treat you like that...You don't have to marry if you don't want to ...You don't have to do crazy stuff ...Just be respectful ." he said " I'm proud ....I have ritches to fuel a country . Cleo...Just be with me " he said looking at her with a look of careing ....He never showed anyone that look .
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Post by Cleo Frost on Jul 8, 2008 16:14:19 GMT -5
Cleo sighed and stretched up to kiss Leven softly on the lips, hoping he wouldn't mistake the action as acceptance. "There are a million reasons why I shouldn't, couldn't and won't" she said softly, wincing as she said it. "It might seem to work at first but then it would just disintergrate and life would end up worse. I need to by my own person, and I have more of a chance with my family than either by myself or with you" she continued, trying to make him understand that there was no way she could be with him on any level. "I can't do that to myself or my family, I may not like their rules, but they are still my family and I do love them" she finished. She reached up and stroked his cheek with her hand gently, tears welling up in her eyes. She kissed him again, pouring in her sorrow and gentle rejection of Leven. Although she couldn't go with Leven, she would learn to stop her flirtatious ways, she had to, otherwise they would destroy her.
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Post by Leven Stopel on Jul 8, 2008 16:31:16 GMT -5
Leven kissed her back both times " I understand..." he said and kissed her again . " But it doesent mean we can't keep seeing each other in secret...Not tell a soul..." he said kissing her again .
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Post by Cleo Frost on Jul 8, 2008 16:34:12 GMT -5
Cleo shook her head slightly, "How sensible is that? What's the point?" she asked. She was tired and emotionally drained, it wasn't often that her fears came out to haunt her. She looped her arms around his wasit, hugging him and rested her head on his chest from sheer exhaustion.
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Post by Leven Stopel on Jul 8, 2008 16:49:11 GMT -5
Leven sighed " The points is that...Is that we both have feelings for each other...Don't try to lie to me...I can tell ..." he said . He let her lay on his chest .
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Post by Cleo Frost on Jul 8, 2008 16:51:30 GMT -5
"Why shouldn't I lie?" she asked hazily, her mind not focusing on anything as she let herself relax after her confession. She closed her eyes and was grateful for Leven's warmth.
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Post by Leven Stopel on Jul 8, 2008 16:55:30 GMT -5
Leven sighed again and closed his eyes . He pictured him and Cleo ...Together...He stroked her hair lightly loving the feel of her body against his . Leven knew how to tell when people where lieing to him ...Cleo wanted to be free...And to be with someone she wanted...
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