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Post by Savannah Brooks on Nov 27, 2007 17:21:13 GMT -5
Vannah took a few more steps and resistantly stopped. She was silent for a few moments before, "What?" She said a little harshly, unsure of why she was acting like this. It just came out the way.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Nov 27, 2007 22:06:01 GMT -5
Ryan looked at Vannah "If you always avoid people close to you this will never get better, or is it just me you are avoiding?" he said softly.
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Post by Savannah Brooks on Nov 29, 2007 15:25:35 GMT -5
Vanna stopped and sighed. "I'm not avoiding you." She said turning around slowly. "Or anyone for that matter." Vannah's voice wasn't very loud and it was more of a mumble.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Nov 29, 2007 18:51:01 GMT -5
Ryan looked at her "How many of your friends have you talk to since you broke up with me?" he said knowing that it was probably none.
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Post by Savannah Brooks on Nov 30, 2007 15:51:12 GMT -5
Friends. Did she even have any friends? For a moment she considered Pandora as her freind, but that was before. Maybe Storm was...but when was the last time she had talked to her? "I'm not avoiding anyone." She repeated it more loudly this time. "Friends are overrated especially when all they do is stab you in the back." She said glaring hard at Ryan.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Nov 30, 2007 17:22:06 GMT -5
Ryan looked at her "I screwed up ok, but you got your revenge, because i know thats what you were looking for when you found Emilian. I know you didnt want what happened but i know now that you were planning some revenge. I swear to you that i will not screw up like that again, i wont even talk to another girl if you want, I just want to be with you and try to help you Vannah because i really do love you." he said with a tear in his eye.
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Post by Savannah Brooks on Nov 30, 2007 18:28:41 GMT -5
Vannah let out a frustrated sigh. "You don't get it, do you?" She let out suddenly. She ignored the pangs coming from her heart and her head...the nauseating kind of pain that overwhelms you so much. "You know nothing about me. I did not want revenge, though normally I would. I did not want to find Emilian that night or any night for that matter." Vannah took a short breath before continuing. "You don't know what I want or who I am. I can't make promises for you. I can't give you what I want. Over the past couple of months, I lost myself. I have noc lue who I am anymore or what I want. I need to be by myself for now, okay? I need to deal with this myself. Alone. That's the way it is with me and if you can't accept that, then I'm sorry." Vannah pulled her jacket tighter as the cool wind bite her cheeks. "Bye, Ryan. See you around." She said turning around and she started to walk away.
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Post by Ryan Magby on Nov 30, 2007 20:31:12 GMT -5
Ryan sighed and said as vannah walked off "No matter what kind of person you are you cant handle this on your own. When you realize that you know where you can find me."
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Post by Savannah Brooks on Nov 30, 2007 20:55:19 GMT -5
Vannah rolled her eyes to herself. She was angry at herself for acting like a bitch to Ryan. Hadn't she been happy with him? Wasn't it the happiest time she could remember? Why did she want to let go? Why did it hurt so much? Vannah entered the castle and disappeared into madness.
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